ok... i WANT some Sheepworld stationery. i love love love love sheepworld! but it's like... impossible to find sheepworld notepads in Denmark. i found this site where some private person is selling sheets from Sheepworld notepads. HAD to write him/her to ask if he/she sells whole notepads as well. i HOPE HOPE HOPE that i will get to Flensburg this summer and that i'll find some sheepworld pads there. i felt SO lucky in Hungary when i found Sheepworld notepads. well.. there was only one kind but i bought two of them!
i can't think that i'll ever get tired of Sheepworld. and i HATE that they are so uncommon in Denmark.
gotta go to bed now. have an exam tomorrow, you know.
oh.. gotta say something before i go: i think that this guy at blackmarket.dk is flirting with me!?!?!? *yay* i think. i am not sure, though. he seems a bit... well i don't know: he's a Satanist and has moved from the center of Zealand (which is the area that my ex who did necromantic stuff lived...) to Sønderborg (my mom used to live there and she has told me that i should seriously NEVER get romantically involved with ANYBODY from Sønderborg. people from Sønderborg are mental cases, aparently. well... in that case i have insane family (my grand dad and his family lives there LOL)so i guess my email fits: lene_is_insane).
I know it's wrong to judge people because of their religious beliefs... but i can't really take Satanism serious... it's created by Christians in the Middle Ages and has been shaped since then by mentally ultra-unstable men. LOL. i mean.. i like some of the "mind sets" in the "religion"... but... most of it is just fake, if you ask me.
reminds me of a song by Aeon called Satanic Victory where they sing about masturbating on ppl's graves. *giggling* so... masturbating on graves is a Satanic deed? GREATNESS! i read that John Lennon wasn't shy of fucking his gfs on gravestones when he was young.. so... he's a Satanist too? AWESOME *YAY!!!*
*sigh* i think i need a bf... and just to let you know.. i haven't had sex for almost 4 months. i am re-virginizing!!! *argh!!!* *panic*
and weight wise i'm doing GREAT! i am now weighing 86.1 kg. Haven't weighed to little since... 3 or 4 years ago!!! so *WOOHOO-ness* on me :D
does it show that i'm beyond the point of being tired? well.... NOW i will go to bed.
*good night*
i can't think that i'll ever get tired of Sheepworld. and i HATE that they are so uncommon in Denmark.
gotta go to bed now. have an exam tomorrow, you know.
oh.. gotta say something before i go: i think that this guy at blackmarket.dk is flirting with me!?!?!? *yay* i think. i am not sure, though. he seems a bit... well i don't know: he's a Satanist and has moved from the center of Zealand (which is the area that my ex who did necromantic stuff lived...) to Sønderborg (my mom used to live there and she has told me that i should seriously NEVER get romantically involved with ANYBODY from Sønderborg. people from Sønderborg are mental cases, aparently. well... in that case i have insane family (my grand dad and his family lives there LOL)so i guess my email fits: lene_is_insane).
I know it's wrong to judge people because of their religious beliefs... but i can't really take Satanism serious... it's created by Christians in the Middle Ages and has been shaped since then by mentally ultra-unstable men. LOL. i mean.. i like some of the "mind sets" in the "religion"... but... most of it is just fake, if you ask me.
reminds me of a song by Aeon called Satanic Victory where they sing about masturbating on ppl's graves. *giggling* so... masturbating on graves is a Satanic deed? GREATNESS! i read that John Lennon wasn't shy of fucking his gfs on gravestones when he was young.. so... he's a Satanist too? AWESOME *YAY!!!*
*sigh* i think i need a bf... and just to let you know.. i haven't had sex for almost 4 months. i am re-virginizing!!! *argh!!!* *panic*
and weight wise i'm doing GREAT! i am now weighing 86.1 kg. Haven't weighed to little since... 3 or 4 years ago!!! so *WOOHOO-ness* on me :D
does it show that i'm beyond the point of being tired? well.... NOW i will go to bed.
*good night*
- Mood:
but SHOULD be tired...


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Satanism ... I guess my opinion about that is fairly torn between two sides. I have read that version of the "10 (I think there were just 9, though) commands", and I remember I thought that then many people must be satanists without knowing. .___. It is just something I cannot really look through, and even though I have had friends who said about themselves they were satanists, I still don*t really know what is behind it. I just remember talking to one of them about - how cliche! - sacrificing animals. He said he never did something like that, and I hope he was right *sigh*.
Anyhow, I guess the guy deserves a chance, and one can still talk about what he thinks and whatnot. Or you could read more about the subject itself ... Unfortunately, however, there REALLY still are people who do truly malicious things to others and who say they are satanists and whatnot ...
throughout the senior year of high school my class thought that i was a Satanist. and one girl asked me if i would hang around graveyards and eat babies and burn cats and stuff like that. i kind of... burst out in laughter and told her that it's not Satanists that does that, it's insane people. :D unfortunatly my dad's wife still seems to think that i'm a Satanist. just because i'm not Christian and i dress in black clothes and listen to "evil" music... heh. it doesn't help that i've said several times that i'm NOT a Satanist.
like you i'm also a bit confused about what Satanism really is. to me it's something that was invented by Christians and i think that since Satan means opponent, then Satanism must be everything that is just not Christian (and "opposite" of it as well). but in that way, Buddhism is also Satanism, isn't it? and i think that's a bit weird. i would never think of Buddhism as Satanism. haha.
yeah i'm giving him a chance. :) i've thought about it a lot and... well... i think that i'd be stupid if i just ignored people because of what other people say about where they are living or something else. and about the Satanism-thing... i've had a bf who did necromantic stuff (which i hated a LOT so he never even talked about it when i was around...) and if i can be "ok" with a person doing that kind of messed up stuff then i can also be ok with a person claiming to be a Satanist even though i don't really understand the concept... :D
Yeah, several people in former class(es) of mine believed that I must be a satanist, for the same reasons (I quit religion when I turned 14, dressed all in black, listened to gothic music). One girl also once came to me and asked whether I was satanist, and since I had, like above said, friends who were, I tried to defend them nevertheless, even though I am not a satanist, and have never been ... There was another girl who once asked me to do a palm reading for her, and I was like : "What?! I cannot do that!!" - "Oh, but somebody said you could ..." - "O___O! I can do almost everything in that direction, but as for palmistry, I have no idea about it!!" Funny though, I am in the midst of learning palmistry now :D. Ahh, the cliches.
When thinking about satanism, this was what I thought of quite often, too. I think that, in the beginning, it also just was a pisstaking of the Catholic church or something, but nowadays, when hearing stories about children who have had satanist parents and whatnot, I really don*t know what to think anymore. There once was this woman on TV; they had to change her appearance and her name and her voice and whatnot, and she told stories about what her parents did to her and to her sister ... The sister later said the same things, without having spoken to her beforehand. That was truly evil, and unfortunately, many people who consider themselves satanists without being this malicious are pushed into the same direction.
As far as I have read those commands, I guess most people are satanists, because e. g. they won*t present you their left cheek after you*ve hit them onto the right one. Or something like "Respect those who deserve being respected", and so on. It has been awhile since I read them, but ... That*s the way many people think - no matter whether you find this is good or not. And for many Christians, every different religion means that the people who are in(to) them are nothing but satanists. Especially atheists, for a reason I don*t really get. Oô Maybe because atheists are sceptical concerning their belief. But whatever. One has to be allowed to think things through, and even though there are many things that just couldn*t be real, this doesn*t mean those texts are meaningless.
Okay, I am no atheist. But I am not Christian either ...
I actually had a vague idea about what necromancy is. "Talking to the dead"? Or better said, asking them questions?
Ah well, can you send me your postal address via PM, then? :]
i'll PM you my address :)