today i'm going to the gym again. i am so glad for my motto (that i got from the biggest loser): no bad excuses - bad excuses made you fat! it actually helps. :D
yesterday Satan wrote to me. we ended up text messaging for hours! it was so nice to hear from him again. he's just become single again so of course i'm interesting again. it's like that with almost all my male friends. i'm interesting when they are single. i don't hear from them when they are taken and when they are single again i am oh so interesting again. it's annoying. but i think it's different with Satan. we have long periods of time where we don't really talk much... and then at times we write every single day. he's busy with working/finding a job, band, friends..... etc. so i guess it's ok that i don't hear from him that much. i'd really like to see his band live one day. i also know the drummer of the band. he's really cute. really nice and not too ugly. :D but he's taken. some ppl even think he's married to his gf but i don't really know. his gf seems really nice, too, so it'd just be great if they were married. :)
satan is kind of cool though he is kind of.... brutal at times. like yesterday, when we talked about him finding a good job, he said that he was thinking about going viking (he looks like one so why shouldn't he be one, right?) and if he did he'd come and fuck me till i bleed. it's.... brutal... but i know it was just for fun. if some stranger had told me this i'd be offended. really offended. Satan do offend me/make me a bit sad at times but i think he knows when he does that. early next month he'll come and drink beer and eat porridge with me :D i think we might also go to this pub where there are mainly old alcoholics coming. those ppl that start drinking by 8 am and go to pub at 9 am and then seem to be stuck there till at least 10 pm. every single day. it'll be.... interesting.
my mom is sick these days. it's something with her lungs so some days (like today) she can hardly breathe... but she's getting medication to get well again.... it's just kind of worrying that she's has trouble breathing i think.
i have started reading for my BA. like... really reading for it! it's cool. and really really interesting. i still think it's fantastic that the reason you are to hold a hand over your mouth when yawning didn't start out as a " you have to behave as a good person". it started as a way to protect you from getting possessed by the devil. LOL. they believed that when you yawned or sneezed the devil could take place in your body via your mouth/nose. when you held your hand over your mouth and nose the devil couldn't enter and you wouldn't get possessed. i like that idea so much. it's.... kind of sweet. i just don't know exactly how it turned into something "civilized" ppl do. perhaps ppl would freak out on your behalf if you didn't hold your hand over your mouth when yawning so it became polite to hold it over your mouth just so ppl wouldn't freak out? LOL
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happy
today i bought some more herbs so i can spice up my salads a bit. i'm really excited about the lemon balm and the watercress. i read in my books about herbs that watercress is really good for your skin and your metabolism and so on and so on... i can't believe that such a tiny plant can do so much good for you!
today i met with my "mentor" for my BA and it was hell. i think i have to postpone the paper again but i'll still work a LOT on it in July. i'll try to get it done before i start at history but i can't do the deadlines i have. my first deadline is tomorrow where i'm supposed to have the entire list of litterature ready. but i can't really make such list yet as today my subject got changed a bit so now it's about exorcism around the time where the mid ages turn into the reformation. stupid. and i also still need some books from the library. so... panic panic.
tomorrow i'll go to the uni again and let the secretary see what i have and i'm sure she'll tell me that i can't deliver something like that.
after that i'll go to the gym and work out for as long as i can (hopefully two hours). when i get home i need to buy some yoghurt so i can eat that with some chopped up apple in for breakfast on wednesday.
my kitchen looks like hell after the party. i'm so glad that the plates and service where just plastic to throw out. hehe. but i still have so many things to wash because i made dinner for 7 ppl (i can't believe i actually did that. haha!).
my mom told me yesterday that she's so really really proud that i'm so happy to bake and cook. as she says, two years ago i hated it. haha. but now it's really great. :)
my meal plans for tomorrow and wednesday are:
breakfast: 1 bun with cheese and turkey
in between: salad ( still have a little left from my party)
lunch: a pizzabun (this will probably be when i leave the gym)
in between: a smoothie (probably strawberry and banana with some watercress in)
dinner: fish with fresh herbs and potatos
wednesday:
breakfast: yoghurt with an apple
in between: a smoothie
lunch: dark bread with cheese
in between: green salad
dinner: chicken fried in curry with whole grain pasta and spinach
Of course i'll drink water too :) but i don't know how much i'll drink for each meal. and perhaps i'll take some tea as a "late night snack" when i watch those detective shows i just looooove :) i got some salty sticks and a bag or two of popcorn (left overs from my party) and i'll try my very best to NOT eat those things even though i know i have them. hehe. i ate the rest of my ketchup yesterday and i had the empty bottle on my sofa table for a while. i really liked that it was empty and i'm determined not to buy one again for as long as i possibly can.
i think i might go to my dad's from saturday to sunday and i'm not sure what to think about it. i told my dad that i want to keep july as healthy as i possibly can but i'm also sure that he will still just make that super gross fattening food he always makes. when he fries something it swims in butter. i once asked him to make something healthy for me and he sliced some potatoes and put them in the oven to warm them... WITH BUTTER! and as gravy there was... melted butter. it's kind of sad that he can't figure out to make better food. i mean.. i really like some of the stuff he cooks but i often get the runs from all the fat in the food. i'm simply not used to it anymore and my stomach can't take it. i just hope he made some normal potatos and salad and some low fat meat of some kind.
my dad's wife keep asking me if i shouldn't eat differently and i keep telling her that i eat just fine. last time she asked me this i told her to think about what she eats herself and BAM! my dad got all the blame for HER eating habits. stupid bitch. i just can't take her and when she attacks my dad like that i get so angry i can feel the hair on the back of my head rise and i speechless. i just can't talk. which makes me sad for about a week afterwards. i'm sad i can't stand up for my dad as much as i like to even though he annoys me a lot and i'm not really that close to him. at all. but he's still my dad and his wife is still a bitch. one time she even made fun of him because he couldn't spell the danish word for napkin. my dad's dyslexic and i can't believe she can make herself to make fun of that. i mean... she's supposed to love him and want to help him if he has difficulties with stuff she is better at. i'm talking about teamwork here. making fun of your "one and true love" is not teamwork to me.
in a way i still hope that i will go to my dad's on saturday cos i really miss my brother. i miss watching tv with him and just talk with him. he's so fun and great to hang out with. we are really really different but we still have a strong bond. it's really cool :)
oh.. it's way past midnight so now it's July 1st and that means that it's
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scifigurli 's birthday (i think) so... HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL! you are great to talk to about all this diet-stuff :) hope you have a great birthday! - Mood:
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ram jam -black betty (nice old school r'n'r)
the white stripes -blue orchid (great tempo when you are on the bike :) )
danko jones - forget my name
the D4 - party (this is a song that makes me gain so much energy so it's also great to listen to on the way to the gym. totally makes you more energetic!)
queen - don't stop me now (a great starting up song. *heehee*)
faun - satyros (just wonderful rennaissance-inspired music )
mindless self indulgence - shut me up (oooh yeah...i loooove my coffee black just like my metal LOL. even though i don't drink coffee... hmm.. but i do like my metal black!)
blood bath - so you die
beck - timebomb
gloria morti - xanadu
(and an 11th: korpiklaani -beer beer *yay!*)
- Mood:energetic
today i woke up at 6 am and just couldn't sleep anymore. it was kind of nice to get up early even though it was sunday.
for breakfast i made a smoothie and i had two slices of dark bread with low fat pate on. then i shopped for some food and went to the gym. last night i made this deal with
on the way home i met my friend the princess (his name is Michael) and one of his friends. i felt sooooo tired but i noticed i still felt like i had this over load of energy and i guess that's why i talked and talked and talked. hehe. they were almost blown away from all my talking i think. LOL
i shopped for some more food and got home ate a bun and slept for 2 hours. i always get so really really tired when i have worked out and it'll take some time before i can get so used to it that i don't have to sleep when i get home afterwards. but it's ok. cos i'm still tired enough to sleep in the evening.
i'm thinking about making some food on saturday when i'll have my birthday party. but i'm not 100% sure yet. if i do it it'll probably be something like tzatziki (how on earth do you spell that?), my tuna meat balls, potatoes and some salad. sounds nice, doesn't it? :)
for dinner i just had rice, fish fingers and my vitamin pill and fish oil. and of course water. i also drank about 1 liter at the gym. i forgot water from home so i just bought some water on the way. i hate the taste of bought water. it's awful. but when you're working out it's ok. you need it so you drink it. And not i have the empty bottle i can use for having cold water in. i always have cold water in my fridge. i think that water is best when it's cold and this way i always have something nice to drink (this is also why i almost never drink soda anymore. i didn't do it a lot already but after i begun having water bottles in the fridge i almost only drink soda when i'm mixing it with alcohol LOL. sometimes i also forget to drink milk for a week or two. it's not that good for my joints to forget to drink milk but it's not that bad when i eat the fish oil tablets. ).
i think that tomorrow i might try to bake some buns with stuff on top so they are like pizzas. that'd be a nice nice to have for the in-between meals :) of course i'll only eat one pr. meal. or else i think they'll be really unhealthy.
- Mood: happy
it's doing really good with all this trying to make my new profile super great :) only problem is that my computer don't want to coorporate as well as i'd have liked it to... but it's ok. it could be worse.
never got to the gym today... but then i'll just go tomorrow (i have to get to bed early... ) so for once i'm not hating myself too much just because i didn't go to the gym.
birger is moulting again. he is dropping feathers as if he was paid to do it. i actually have to give him cod-liver oil (damn. sounds even nastier in english than in danish... ew) so he doesn't moult all the time. the first three months or so that i had birger he moulted like... every single day (just a little all the time. he didn't get balled.. LOL). it was crazy. there where feathers everywhere all the time. especially those tiny ones you can hardly see. now it's more normal. i think he only moult like... once every one-two months now. it's just kind of weird cos the budgie i had when i was younger didn't do it as often as birger does.
the cod-liver oil is sooooo nasty. it makes the bottle with it so damn sticky. i have to wash my hands after i've given birger his oil. and it smells so disgusting too. i'd never ever eat it myself (unless i started to moult too LOOL but i guess i won't as i'm not a bird) and i kind of feel bad about making birger eat it. but i have to.
- Mood: amused
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